4 Maret 2018


Sunset, Beach, and Chocolate Ice Cream

[ hi. lets see sunset together tomorrow at 5.30 p.m ]
- you texted me -

Yesterday, you texted me and asked me to see sunset together. Now, I am sitting on the bench near the beach. It's 5.00 p.m now. I am too early to be here. Too excited to meet you.

Then I buy 2 ice creams for us, chocolate and strawberry. Chocolate is for you and strawberry is for me. Chocolate is your favourite, right?

Ah, I think you will be hungry. I buy some snack for you too.

5.20 p.m.
I sit again. Wait again.

5.25 p.m.
I don't know why, I feel more excited to meet you. Fuck.

5.30 p.m.
I can see the yellow dim sunlight comes slowly. I smile.

Hey, you are late. Hahaha, always late.

5.45 p.m.
The ice creams melted.

5.50 p.m.
Sunset comes. So beautiful like always. Warm and so yellow. Always be my favourite thing so far.

Where are you?

6.00 p.m.
My hands gonna be wet because of ice creams.

6.15 p.m.
You don't come.

6.30 p.m.
The sunset goes away. Don't worry, I took the photos for you.

7.00 p.m.
You are not here.

7.30 p.m.
You are not here. You don't come.

8.00 p.m.
I know, I should back home.
I leave the melted ice creams and snack on the bench then walk away.

I know you will not come.

Where are you? Do you forget your promise to meet me at the beach to see sunset?

9.01 p.m.

[ Sorry, I forget to tell you. I'm going out with other. See ya ]
- you text me -


Hahaha, tulisan ini terinspirasi dari film Segala, film garapan gue yang entah jadinya kapan. Perasaan kayak gini pasti banyak yang ngerasain, kan? Gimana rasanya?

Feeling forgotten and unwanted is that bad, right?

Sorry for the bad grammar.